Thursday, August 3, 2017

Looking Back.... A Reminder

Looking back through my notes I came across this. It was written 6 years ago today. I felt like publishing it to my blog today because as busy as I have been, it was a well needed reminder to myself. I haven't written a blog post in quite a while. I really should get back to it.

I just had a friend send me a text message asking: why me? all I did was care.... and so I reminded her, and reminded myself as well:

Its all about the divine plan. we are all put here to learn life lessons and help others learn too. sometimes what we go through in the learning process sucks and is painful but, they are things we must experience in order to evolve.. I also think that part of the learning is to change the way you subconsciously draw things toward yourself. Once we have learned to recognize and realize our behavior, we can change what we put out, and therefore change what we receive back.... 
life is busy and I think we all forget from time to time. I needed this reminder today as much as my friend needed it...... time to stop, center and breathe and remember that you are all LOVED very much even in times of strife. 

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

To Heal Or Not To Heal....

Recently I came to the startling realization that not everyone who says they want to be helped actually wants to be helped. For quite a while now I've been pining over a client who has some serious mental issues that are manifesting into physical issues. Despite my efforts to offer a solution, which I know in my heart would ease the trauma and open up a path to true healing, my efforts have been in vain. For what ever reason I think that some people become so comfortable in their roles as victim the very thought of healing brings a flood of new and scary emotions. For example, if someone was afflicted with a debilitating disease and a doctor came to them and offered a 100% guaranteed fix for the illness, you would think that person would jump on the opportunity to be well again. This apparently is not the case, and as I've discovered is so much more complex than I have ever imagined it would be. To those of us that don't suffer from illness, injury or mental health issues it can be very confusing and near impossible for us to understand why anyone would hold onto the pain. Why on earth would someone NOT want to be well, healed and happy? I know that I certainly would not want to live a life of suffering, misery and reliance on others.

I think the answer lies in the frightening reality that if a person were to be totally well and healed they would then be forced to become productive members of society. They would no longer be able to blame their issues on any other source except themselves. They would have to function in a manner that society deems "normal". They would be forced into self-responsibility. I am certainly not a doctor but I do have a pretty good inclination through the assistance of the Universe and Spirit how to help others move forward toward the path to healing.

 I believe that sometimes we humans become so used to our afflictions that the very thought of living without them is simply terrifying. As a healer and intuitive this realization of knowing hit me like a two by four and I was completely blind-sided. I have invested so much time and energy into being able to help and heal others that the thought of having a client that refuses my help for fear of having to let go of their crutches just baffles me.... but apparently this was a message from the Universe for me to learn and a very important one. I can offer a helping hand but I cannot force anyone to accept it. Only those who truly want to help themselves can be assisted by others. 

Thank you Universe for once again bringing clarity to my life and helping me be the best that I can be.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Dear Mercury Retrograde You Are Fired!

Dear Mercury Retrograde,

I hear by wish to inform you that your effects on this company have been less than desirable and therefor we are going to have to terminate you. You will not be getting 2 weeks notice, severance pay or a benefits package. Please make sure your desk is cleared out by the end of the business day today.We are sorry to have to do this during the holidays but you are ruining the lives of everyone around you because you're a big fat jerk. Lets face it, it's no secret that nobody likes you or wants you here in the first place.You will find a box under your seat for all of your belongings. Please make sure you take all of them with you, including all of the gifts you have given out this year of anxiety, miscommunication, false hope, confusion, anger and despair, among other things.
Make sure you leave your keys and badge with the desk man and leave quietly. We don't want a scene and would prefer not to have to escort you off the property. It would only draw attention from the rest of the staff and make you look like a bigger ass than you already are.

The Human Race

Thursday, December 16, 2010

The Power Behind I Love You

Three simple words can have a powerful impact on another human being. Simply saying I love you can bring tears to the eyes and warmth to the soul. Something so simple, yet powerful is long becoming a lost art.
Think about it for a moment. Couples, parents, friends and family say it all the time but where is the meaning behind it? We've taken these three simple words and turned them into an automatic statement that lacks the emotion they should carry. When we tell our children that we love them certainly we mean it, but the words become so automatic that they come out of our mouths lacking the emotion needed to fully deliver our words. It's like taking a handful of rose petals and tossing them into the air and watching them fall one by one onto the ground only to be swept away by the breeze.
The love we feel for each other should be expressed with sincerity. A genuine gesture that comes from our very essence. A feeling that should stay with you long after the words have passed your lips and drifted away with the wind.
I've been practicing telling people at random that I love them when I feel that emotion stir in me. Most of the time it is received with a warm smile and I can tell they have felt my sincerity in their heart. On occasion I get the look of confusion, even shock. I'm not sure why these three words are difficult to say for some people, and even more difficult to hear for others. It saddens me to think that saying "I love you" is becoming a lost art and is practiced so infrequently.
I have learned that love is the single most important emotion that one can embrace. Love heals all wounds and overcomes all obstacles. If we replaced hurt, anger, fear, sadness, jealousy, envy and rage with love the world would certainly be able to heal itself and we would be paving the way for future generations to live in a world that is full of magic and wonder.
We should all practice telling people that we love them and put the emotion back into it that it needs to create a positive impact on everyone around us. I think the results would be amazing.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

The Universe Harbors No Secrets

As I went into meditation last night, I had the idea that I would be open to the secrets the Universe holds and that somehow I would be privy to this information if I tried really hard to access it. I was under the impression that if someone was disciplined enough they could somehow tap into this vast collective of knowledge and information. What I did not realize until half way through meditation was that the Universe harbors no secrets. Those words met my ears with surprise. I took a deep breath in and as I exhaled everything around me opened up. Do you mean to tell me that there is no secret pass code to tapping into the secrets of the Universe? I don't have to stand on my head while chanting strange tones after fasting on nothing but carrot juice for a week? Just then it hit me like a jolt of knowing. Everything around us is energy. We are energy. Thought forms and emotions are energy. This was information I already knew but apparently either chose to ignore or forgot somehow along the way. The Universe is made up of all of this energy and it flows freely everywhere all the time. There are no hidden chambers, no secret boxes and no locked doors to peer behind. We all have the ability to explore and know everything the Universe holds. All we have to do is open our hearts and the knowledge will flow in and around and is always with us.

This seems amazingly simple and way too easy but if you think about it, psychics and mediums have been able to easily tap into this knowledge. Look at what happens when you get a tarot reading for example. Whether it be in person or at a distance, your reader is able to access information from the Universe about your life and situations in the past, present and future. We are all connected with each other and everything in the universe as a collective energy, or a collective consciousness. It's not magic and it's not just accessible to a gifted few. The knowledge and information around us is available to anyone at anytime. All one has to do is open their heart and let the information flow within. There is just one question remaining. How much do you really want to know?